Jessica is the s***. She is my life, every second of every minute of every hour of every day. I wish i could be her so bad, sometimes i think that i actually am her. I've started answering to the name Jessica, just in hopes that maybe, someday, i could actually become her. She is better than every other celebrity. Paris Hilton? In jail. Lindsay Lohan? drunk driver. Nicole Richie? pregnant. Angelina Jolie? anorexic. f*** that! Jessica? PERFECT. IN EVERY f***ING WAY.

So...
Lately i have been working hard to embody Jessica in all that i do - i even got a tatoo of her initials on my left ankle. But it is still really hard to find the motivation to look just like her. i mean have you SEEN that body?? she is HOTT. i'm hungry but i wont let myself eat, i'm tired but i force myself to work out, i'm off-key but i keep on practicing her songs.
There are just so many things about jessica that i want to have and i will do ANYTHING to get them....ANYTHING.