I am so sorry to hear about Daisy. I am a grown woman and I can totally understand your relationship with your baby. I too have a baby girl who is there for me in good times and bad and I tell her all of my woes and secrets. I encourage you to not dwell on the bad thoughts, but to be thankful for the times you had together and smile at the memories. I truly believe that one day you will be reunited with her forever. Please take care.