I can not put my words in to the right way... I can say It's hard for myself... I can not even imagine how hard it is for people who !!!KNEW!!! Michael Jackson personally and even for his fans who HE loved so much... I would like to say I have not known him personally and I have not been his passionate fan but only thing I know is: I have grown up with him, his music, his dance, his lifestyle etc. becose it was all around myself (us) from my (our) childhood. I was going to see him in London O2 arena. I do not mind the tickets. The only thing I think about right now is>>> I have lost part of my childhood by losing Jacko. I know it is hard for all of YOU. Please... stay strong... I can just feel that all HE (The King of the Pop) wants us to do is to develope THE LOVE in our hearts and 'Make the World to be a better place' :-) for u and for me and the entire human race....