jess should text nick and see how things go...i do believe that you two are meant to be....you two still have feelings for each other but both of you need to sit down and need to work things out...talk things out and make some rules and commit to it.....they should take it slow...after texting if things are going good then talk on phone and hang out once and see if there is any spark if you two feel toward each other...i think it's fate...that's why they are both single around the same time and both of you are getting older and both of you want to settle down...may be God has given you another chance to be happy....so jess think for once what's important to you and then decide....do you want fame and die alone like michael jackson or do you wanna be loved and have a stable family life...in life you can't have everything...you have to choose...so it's your life and your decision but don't listen to anyone...you can't please everybody in this world...so you have to let your heart figure out who was best for you unless you wanna try some more guys and see where fate takes you.....you didn't want to sleep around but look where you got yourself into...i'm not trying to put you down or anything...but you need to understand yourself and direct your life then letting anyone else directing you because in the end you are the one gonna be left alone...others will move on with their lives...whether it's family or friends.....if you look back you were happy, best shape in your life every way possible while you were with nick...i don't know if you'll read my post but i hope you do and i hope it helps you....you have seen the world now...no other guy in your life loved you or respected you the way nick did....you should reconcile...i'm sure he won't come to you after how you left him and you have done that to him before too....nothing in the world is perfect and you'll never find that perfect guy that you see in your dream world but so far i understood he is the only one truly valued you and loved you...now it's up to you....so take care and good luck with everything you do :)