If I could I would give u a strong hug and kiss u on your forehead and say, like your mother always says
"It all will be good". U and I we are strong people and we will survive, no matter if comes fire or high water and last week I was in the USA and my impression of the usa was that they need to make some big stories , because they need to sell the papers,...
... but it's also a land of people who cherish people who survive hard times and difficult parts of their life and then they become icons,

JESSICA , THAT'S YOUR CHANCE TO BECOME AN ICON OF THE USA !!

kiss.