Hey jess, ive have been a fan since the very first song(i wanna love you forever) you really have been coming through with great, uplifting music. I've also been a fan of nicks since 98 degrees. I know you guys are no longer together, but i just blogged on his site and almost everyone is wanting you guys to get back together. I know you had your reasons that no one knows, but hollywood,media, Newlyweds aside, you guys would still be together married maybe even a baby. Take some time to evaluate things. I know music is your life, but hollywood destroys people and marriages. Your videos and his say so much about how you guys feel. Everytime i watch that you tube video(let him fly) i cry. Who cares anymore who did what, love doesn't hold grudges, it doesn't cast blame, or hold resentment. Search your heart. Do you really love tony, or care a lot about him. Don't go through life regretting what you could have changed. Remember 911and how you felt. Those feelings are in there. Nothing is ever final except death. Maybe relationships aren't working for you because you know the truth and it shows and the men see that. I left a message for nick telling him the exact same thing. His proposal rejection with vanessa is a sign, A BIG ONE. She's not stupid she doesnt want to be second in his heart. I know the last thing you probably want to here is about this again, but really, follow your heart. Not your family, not friends, they want to help but their not in your heart. Your sister looks like she did just that. Run as fast as you can resolve things with him, you dont want to live with what if ? Take the past as a lesson do things different this time. Im 32 yrs. old, been married for 12yrs. and have two boys. I got married at 21, and i knew nothing at that age. With age you become wiser and do things differently. Try again you just might be surprised. Anyways i love you both lots, keeping giving us great music. I'm not too much of a country fan though (sorry) But i support you in anything you do!!
Please keep updating your blogs and keep in touch with your fans!! We love you! Ignore the haters!
Who cares about a stupid T-shirt!
Tonja Estrada (tonja_estrada@yahoo.com)